TeeWai

I am a female, but that's not all, I am a lady as well: not just that, but a Diva. Have i been abused? Assaulted? humiliated? Ever cried myself to sleep and woke up in the pool of my tears? Looked in the mirror and all i could see was a broken and wounded person? Had my childhood robbed off me before i learned to make a sentence? Trusted the wrong man and shamefully loved even my abuser? Searched for someone to love me enough, hoping i can learn to love myself thereby? Hardened myself so i could fit into the "man's world", now no one can touch my heart? Dragged others down, settled for cheap gossip; thinking i can find fulfillment by bringing another down? Fanned the flames of lost love, struggling to reawaken it? Embracing feminism fanatically to see if been more manly was the answer? Carrying a baby in my womb; am just a grown baby myself? Cheated on so much, i have a low esteem and always fell like "second best"? Lie